Tuesday, January 8, 2013

First Post

Let me begin by saying that this first started out as an attempt at writing some sort of journal, but it quickly became too lengthy to keep it in word document, so I am trying to blog on a regular basis.  I want to share how this journey began, so the opening blogs may be a little lengthy.  I encourage you to read this and hope you will follow me.




I have decided to journal about what God has been teaching me and have chosen the above title.  This title truly reflects seeing how God is working in your life is one of the most exciting things one can ever do.  I had thought of other titles such as “Never Too Old to Learn,” or “True Peace,” and many others, but this morning this came to mind and I think it best describes how I feel.
I have been a Christian for many (38+) years and I am amazed what God has been teaching me lately, and how wisdom can come from all ages and we cannot have preconceived notions that one must have gray hair etc. to be truly wise. God will use any method, person, opportunity, or circumstance that He pleases to aid you in your Christian walk.
I had the pleasure of recently having someone who is half my age be used mightily by God to revolutionize my faith.  I know that this person would not mind me sharing this experience, but I will respect privacy and no names will be mentioned.  I can tell you this that when you know without a doubt that God is in control and totally sovereign that the idea of coincidence or chance is completely eliminated. So, allow me to share how God just happened to bring this individual into my life. LOL.
This individual is someone I have barely known for over 30 years, but had no relationship with in any shape or form, other than a weak attempt on my part to pray. While in a meeting of sorts with some other men whom I do know well, this person was sharing and something was said that was like an arrow shot into my heart.  You know what I mean if you have ever experienced one of those moments in church where someone from the pulpit says something and it is as if that what was just said is just for you!  You get it and there is no doubt that God is speaking to you right then. I knew  in my heart that God was leading me to talk with this person alone and that it was one of the few times in my life that absolutely, without a doubt felt that this was something I needed to do.  Well I did and it was an experience that I will never forget and forever be thankful for.


In this private meeting, God impressed upon me to be open and honest and share deeply guarded secrets with a complete stranger.  This was “confessing our sins to one another” at its roots and was removing all the walls, defenses, and any other obstacles to removing guilt and hurt and shame.  During this time together this individual asked me if I talked to God like I was talking to him and I was shocked at my reply.  I told him no and then realized I don’t think I ever had, except for asking God for forgiveness and His blessings on something that I decided to do and engaged in before really waiting for His answer.  I have been a Christian for 38+ years, as already mentioned, and I didn’t talk to God like My BEST FRIEND.  This is the real reason for sharing this because it has been such a joy to see this long overdue relationship, which was pretty much non-existent before, begin to blossom.  
Please know that I have attended churches all my Christian life and have been wonderfully blessed by the worship services and the messages and the love that flows from close friends who are like family.  I have always had a passion for sharing Christ with unbelievers, have been an avid reader of Christian books, been to many seminars and conferences etc.    .  Here is the kicker. The discovery that God has shown me is that I knew about God, but I really didn’t know Him on a level where we talked as friends. This might seem ludicrous or seemingly unimportant or that in some way I missed the boat, but I am wondering how many other men may have lived their lives in the same way.  I am sad to say that there might be many more men out there today filling our church pews and



In this private meeting, God impressed upon me to be open and honest and share deeply guarded secrets with a complete stranger.  This was “confessing our sins to one another” at its roots and was removing all the walls, defenses, and any other obstacles to removing guilt and hurt and shame.  During this time together this individual asked me if I talked to God like I was talking to him and I was shocked at my reply.  I told him no and then realized I don’t think I ever had, except for asking God for forgiveness and His blessings on something that I decided to do and engaged in before really waiting for His answer.  I have been a Christian for 38+ years, as already mentioned, and I didn’t talk to God like My BEST FRIEND.  This is the real reason for sharing this because it has been such a joy to see this long overdue relationship, which was pretty much non-existent before, begin to blossom.  
Please know that I have attended churches all my Christian life and have been wonderfully blessed by the worship services and the messages and the love that flows from close friends who are like family.  I have always had a passion for sharing Christ with unbelievers, have been an avid reader of Christian books, been to many seminars and conferences etc.    .  Here is the kicker. The discovery that God has shown me is that I knew about God, but I really didn’t know Him on a level where we talked as friends. This might seem ludicrous or seemingly unimportant or that in some way I missed the boat, but I am wondering how many other men may have lived their lives in the same way.  I am sad to say that there might be many more men out there today filling our church pews and
having a semblance of a relationship with God, but who do not speak to God on this elementary, but vital level. ..Continued



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